I know you will be mine someday but I wonder how long will I stay...

This bullet came so near,

but I couldn't freeze it because of my fear,

but I was wounded from inside,

Leo come here ,

I cried,

please come and heal,

I found myself lying on the floor,

because you aren't my white lighter anymore,

I felt myself in a hole,

where my pain gets bigger much more,

but I found Dan,

I didn't have any plan,

he was pulling me out of this hole.

I saw everything as black as coal,

I knew Phoebe's feeling after Cole,

I can't do as Paige,

I can't open the first page,

to enjoy my past with you,

or do as Phoebe,

and call my future self,

I was afraid to know that I'll be as the book on the shelf,

I can't do as Prue,

to find a clue,

cast a spell to know what's true,

I just can't get through,

my future is scaring me,

and  your past is frightening me,

you just can't get in and out from my life,

I feel that in my heart there is a knife,

Prue told me follow your heart,

I want to write all this in a card,

I know you will be mine someday,

but I wonder how long will I stay...